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Well basically I am a 18 year old Christian girl... who happens to have bulimia and is recovering from self injury. I pretty much just need a place to vent, a place to grow, a place to ask questions... etc. I spend most of my time with my youth group and if I didn't have a relationship with Christ (pathetic as it may be), there is no doubt that I would have ended my life long ago. So, for those of you reading, ALWAYS TURN TO GOD!!!
Just Me
by paperthin
Age: 18  Sex: F

235 Entries
# Entry Date
1 N/A 03/07/2008 12:24 GMT
2 No WAY I'm 109!! 30/06/2008 01:58 GMT
3 109 pounds 27/06/2008 09:35 GMT
4 Just to tell you, I have coprolalia. 27/06/2008 01:46 GMT
5 Insight into the war zone which is my head. 25/06/2008 11:41 GMT
6 I'm afraid to be alone with myself. 24/06/2008 07:18 GMT
7 Gah!! My HAIR!!! lol 20/06/2008 12:26 GMT
8 A STORY FOR WENDY!!! 15/06/2008 12:59 GMT
9 MARK AND JILL ARE HOME!!!!! 11/06/2008 02:50 GMT
10 I got a revelation from God!!! O-M-G!!! 09/06/2008 12:17 GMT
11 A SUPER DOOPER HAPPY ENTRY!!! YAY!!!!! 07/06/2008 03:43 GMT
12 A dream about OneOutOfMany and her mom!! lol!!! 05/06/2008 01:25 GMT
13 N/A 04/06/2008 02:01 GMT
14 Too much to handle!! 03/06/2008 12:22 GMT
15 Ta ta for now... 03/06/2008 04:49 GMT
16 I wish I could say I was better 01/06/2008 04:50 GMT
17 I'm afraid to gain weight... (a poem) 29/05/2008 11:47 GMT
18 comments?!?! 28/05/2008 10:43 GMT
19 cuts/proana/restricting/LiptonLife/Anetha 25/05/2008 11:49 GMT
20 N/A 24/05/2008 11:56 GMT
21 N/A 23/05/2008 07:19 GMT
22 Inevitability sucks butt. 22/05/2008 01:22 GMT
23 Interview!!... and congrats to Sapphires!!! 20/05/2008 04:52 GMT
24 An update 19/05/2008 12:39 GMT
25 $$$ Remuda Ranch?!?! 19/05/2008 10:26 GMT
26 GAH!!! MDD QUESTION!! HELP!!! 17/05/2008 05:10 GMT
27 Bryan.... sigh... 15/05/2008 11:09 GMT
28 I'm so sorry guys!! 14/05/2008 05:29 GMT
29 To Mark from me 09/05/2008 12:23 GMT
30 Letter to my body / Letter to my mind 07/05/2008 11:57 GMT
31 Westwind = NO. 05/05/2008 03:25 GMT
32 COPYING AND PASTING OLD ENTRIES (ignore this one!) 29/04/2008 12:39 GMT
33 Appointments and junk like that: 25/04/2008 04:13 GMT
34 A definite eating disordered entry. 22/04/2008 11:30 GMT
35 ps. I got Juno!! 18/04/2008 03:21 GMT
36 Thanks / Bryan / Doctor 16/04/2008 01:29 GMT
37 LiptonLife 15/04/2008 04:51 GMT
38 N/A 14/04/2008 06:34 GMT
39 So there ya go!! lol!! 13/04/2008 12:25 GMT
40 How I look now with bulimia... 12/04/2008 03:26 GMT
41 BRYAN!!! 11/04/2008 02:26 GMT
42 3 10/04/2008 03:34 GMT
43 I love Bryan, and Bryan loves me..... 09/04/2008 12:44 GMT
44 Pics of xmas and my bday... and my dog!! 08/04/2008 12:05 GMT
45 Triggering - only read if you are able. 04/04/2008 02:18 GMT
46 Bryan, college/stress, painting/curtains, jules123 01/04/2008 01:12 GMT
47 "Sex in a Pan"... Gardening... BRYAN!!! 30/03/2008 06:38 GMT
48 I did NOT purge ONCE yesterday!!! YESSSSS!!!! 27/03/2008 11:29 GMT
49 $1000 and many "very mad" emoticons..... 25/03/2008 02:20 GMT
50 N/A 24/03/2008 09:07 GMT
51 meal plan.... ugh 20/03/2008 07:13 GMT
52 Third base... tsk tsk.... 18/03/2008 12:40 GMT
53 Fighting it... 15/03/2008 04:57 GMT
54 kjfsalkdgoiwrehtqoiernvvsdnfa 15/03/2008 04:10 GMT
55 Parental immaturity.... *sigh* 14/03/2008 06:36 GMT
56 Mom has bipolar?? 13/03/2008 12:33 GMT
57 Praise God for my friend!! 13/03/2008 03:13 GMT
58 N/A 12/03/2008 07:00 GMT
59 My mom tried to kill herself today. 10/03/2008 10:32 GMT
60 Crap. 10/03/2008 09:06 GMT
61 OMG I TOLD HIM!!! 08/03/2008 09:27 GMT
62 Owww..... :( 08/03/2008 01:58 GMT
63 I'm in love..... <3<3<3 07/03/2008 02:19 GMT
64 The Nighttime Babblings of Rebecca.... *YAWN* 05/03/2008 12:19 GMT
65 ......Peppermint Tea...... READ ALL AND COMMENT!!! 02/03/2008 11:34 GMT
66 love hate sh*t 02/03/2008 08:11 GMT
67 She DIED?!?!?! 28/02/2008 02:16 GMT
68 to Rebecca's favs/venting about secretobsession108 25/02/2008 04:37 GMT
69 Ladies!! Opinions please!! (on boys, what else?) 21/02/2008 04:55 GMT
70 122 POUNDS and I CUT dammit!!! 14/02/2008 01:53 GMT
71 Pray for SecretObsession108!!! 11/02/2008 05:15 GMT
72 o god 10/02/2008 07:41 GMT
73 18 and NEVER been kissed!! 08/02/2008 12:29 GMT
74 SecretObsession108 . This is WRONG! 04/02/2008 07:33 GMT
75 Why save sex until marriage?? This is why. 03/02/2008 05:38 GMT
76 gothchick2190, abortions, religion, euthanasia 01/02/2008 12:08 GMT
77 I'm scared. 28/01/2008 11:23 GMT
78 Meh. Panic Attack? Skating... = Meh. 28/01/2008 01:34 GMT
79 more poems. im frustrated. grrr... pathetic. 27/01/2008 01:29 GMT
80 thanks guys!! 26/01/2008 02:58 GMT
81 Susans, what do you think?? 24/01/2008 11:36 GMT
82 ED treatment is like $300 dollars a DAY!!!! 22/01/2008 12:35 GMT
83 A question. 21/01/2008 06:46 GMT
84 chill 21/01/2008 05:20 GMT
85 crapcrapcrapcrapcrap!!!!! 21/01/2008 04:06 GMT
86 6 new things. 19/01/2008 02:07 GMT
87 TO ALL GIRLS WITH EATING DISORDERS ON MDD + update 18/01/2008 02:28 GMT
88 ED appointment with Christina... *sigh* 09/01/2008 07:11 GMT
89 College, and my marks... well? 08/01/2008 02:33 GMT
90 A disgusting yet slightly humorous entry. 04/01/2008 02:29 GMT
91 NEW DIARY.... Resolutions.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 01/01/2008 12:33 GMT
92 its all my fault. ALL of it. 30/12/2007 03:47 GMT
93 Kinda an entry for me, but really for my mom. 24/12/2007 04:32 GMT
94 please tell me what to do!!! 16/12/2007 11:12 GMT
95 LAST ENTRY. for now. caution, super long!! read?? 28/11/2007 11:59 GMT
96 N/A 28/11/2007 05:28 GMT
97 Ashley IS a cutter, and I am too, RIGHT NOW. f***. 25/11/2007 04:59 GMT
98 PRO-LIFE?? video!!!!! 24/11/2007 02:43 GMT
99 this is what i wrote to mark: 19/11/2007 04:52 GMT
100 GOD HELP ME PLEASE!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! 15/11/2007 08:40 GMT
101 comment!! VIDEO!! 14/11/2007 11:29 GMT
102 meal plan?? scale?? 14/11/2007 07:10 GMT
103 comment please!! video!! 14/11/2007 01:07 GMT
104 wtf 13/11/2007 07:40 GMT
105 N/A 13/11/2007 02:46 GMT
106 skinny dipping!! 12/11/2007 08:45 GMT
107 GOOD/BAD/GOOD/BAD.... 10/11/2007 01:35 GMT
108 I won a scholarship!! YEAH!! 07/11/2007 05:35 GMT
109 well, this is it!! f*** it all, not you, but IT. 05/11/2007 12:00 GMT
110 well im 18. wtf. 03/11/2007 03:37 GMT
111 Poem by me: A Binge 02/11/2007 07:18 GMT
112 failed. 02/11/2007 01:38 GMT
113 God help me. This IS my life. 01/11/2007 07:11 GMT
114 "TREAT!!!" 01/11/2007 01:49 GMT
115 because..... the wonderful wizard of oz.... 29/10/2007 10:54 GMT
116 Mom is drunk... again. poop. 27/10/2007 12:41 GMT
117 PICTURES!!! YAY!!! + an adorable/hilarious video 25/10/2007 03:25 GMT
118 bread war...... 25/10/2007 02:16 GMT
119 Dear God, 23/10/2007 03:35 GMT
120 oh janice 23/10/2007 02:25 GMT
121 God and, ya, pretty much just God 22/10/2007 09:03 GMT
122 uuuuuuuuuh, ya. 20/10/2007 06:43 GMT
123 until now.... 18/10/2007 12:01 GMT
124 I want to get better! 16/10/2007 12:48 GMT
125 PRAY FOR ASHLEY!!! 15/10/2007 02:34 GMT
126 23 days!! 11/10/2007 01:47 GMT
127 I bought the Xacto!! finally.... 10/10/2007 11:40 GMT
128 Well well well... 09/10/2007 01:48 GMT
129 f it all 05/10/2007 08:36 GMT
130 f*** 05/10/2007 02:29 GMT
131 bloated 05/10/2007 02:26 GMT
132 new goal 03/10/2007 01:09 GMT
133 and my decision is... 01/10/2007 11:19 GMT
134 to blade, or not to blade... 01/10/2007 07:24 GMT
135 dinner night 30/09/2007 11:40 GMT
136 books 30/09/2007 05:43 GMT
137 new glasses, oh ya! 28/09/2007 05:56 GMT
138 glasses, oh glasses 28/09/2007 04:33 GMT
139 N/A 26/09/2007 11:13 GMT
140 eeeeeeeeexactly 26/09/2007 03:18 GMT
141 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 25/09/2007 12:39 GMT
142 N/A 25/09/2007 05:21 GMT
143 darnit 24/09/2007 08:03 GMT
144 N/A 24/09/2007 04:28 GMT
145 list 2 23/09/2007 12:25 GMT
146 whatever mother 23/09/2007 04:56 GMT
147 Today is NOT a good day. 22/09/2007 05:17 GMT
148 Jill and Jasmin, Jasmin and Jill 21/09/2007 02:02 GMT
149 boo 19/09/2007 12:01 GMT
150 Itza good dae. 19/09/2007 07:20 GMT
151 cavities?!?!?! 17/09/2007 12:06 GMT
152 oh larisa.... 15/09/2007 10:04 GMT
153 youtube **!!!UPDATE!!!** 15/09/2007 01:46 GMT
154 To Devon: **UPDATE** 13/09/2007 02:53 GMT
155 WHAT - THE - f***?!?! 12/09/2007 11:20 GMT
156 Mushroom Picking 09/09/2007 05:11 GMT
157 ME. 08/09/2007 04:59 GMT
158 A good day? Hmmmmmm.... 08/09/2007 03:46 GMT
159 OH-MY-GOSH!! 07/09/2007 12:50 GMT
160 MARK IS MOVING!?!?!?! 06/09/2007 12:40 GMT
161 N/A 05/09/2007 11:52 GMT
162 1st day of classes!! 05/09/2007 08:11 GMT
163 *WARNING* may be triggering but I gotta get it out 25/08/2007 08:13 GMT
164 Just some things for me to think about. 14/07/2007 03:12 GMT
165 Michael and Susan... READ!! (Pirates 3!!!!) 26/06/2007 09:42 GMT
166 booooooooorrrrrinnnnng LIFE 24/06/2007 09:25 GMT
167 "Bigger and Better" Game!!! 21/06/2007 11:17 GMT
168 UPDATE!!! (Psych and done!!..... till monday) 20/06/2007 05:19 GMT
169 Just...... blug. 19/06/2007 08:40 GMT
170 hope this works!! PICS!!! 18/06/2007 12:33 GMT
171 blood and lies... and coffee 17/06/2007 09:36 GMT
172 i peirced my own ear!!! 16/06/2007 07:33 GMT
173 cut again........very mad @ ME!! 15/06/2007 06:10 GMT
174 looooooong entry... oops :) 14/06/2007 06:07 GMT
175 Crap. 13/06/2007 07:25 GMT
176 Session #3 12/06/2007 06:34 GMT
177 just everything....ya, pretty much 09/06/2007 06:36 GMT
178 I'm back :-) 08/06/2007 04:36 GMT
179 I'm sorry 06/06/2007 03:47 GMT
180 I NEED PRAYERS!! 04/06/2007 07:23 GMT
181 Grad is Finitto!!! 03/06/2007 08:33 GMT
182 Grad is TODAY!!! 01/06/2007 02:44 GMT
183 Grad is TOMORROW!!! 31/05/2007 06:13 GMT
184 HE SAID YES!!!!!!!! Eeeeek!! HE said YES!!!! 30/05/2007 05:57 GMT
185 bored and my airplane invention thingymajig 29/05/2007 01:00 GMT
186 suprise.........!!! 28/05/2007 01:18 GMT
187 how COULD she?!?!?! :( 24/05/2007 11:57 GMT
188 babysitting 23/05/2007 10:41 GMT
189 So... ya. 22/05/2007 06:18 GMT
190 Just fuming mad pissed off!!! 21/05/2007 09:36 GMT
191 How do I join T2T? 20/05/2007 01:25 GMT
192 In psychology right now. 18/05/2007 04:04 GMT
193 sh*t in champagne glass... lol 18/05/2007 01:53 GMT
194 Stuff I could say. 18/05/2007 01:45 GMT
195 4x !!!! 17/05/2007 08:12 GMT
196 "Roll Over!!" 16/05/2007 06:50 GMT
197 Anetha's baby info. 16/05/2007 06:00 GMT
198 Laura's last email to me... 16/05/2007 05:59 GMT
199 Anetha had her baby!! yaaaaaaay!!!!! 15/05/2007 09:02 GMT
200 Am I Crazy? 14/05/2007 11:43 GMT
201 Oh Laura... *sigh* 14/05/2007 08:56 GMT
202 i resisted!! yay for me!!! 14/05/2007 07:17 GMT
203 Pig or Twig 13/05/2007 11:56 GMT
204 back from camping 13/05/2007 07:05 GMT
205 2 more 11/05/2007 06:18 GMT
206 losing MORE weight...cut again 10/05/2007 12:13 GMT
207 FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT........ :( 10/05/2007 08:59 GMT
208 very pissed 10/05/2007 07:13 GMT
209 more cops at youth group, YIKES!! 09/05/2007 05:56 GMT
210 pizza purge 08/05/2007 02:55 GMT
211 With Mark 07/05/2007 11:48 GMT
212 Dear Jesus, 07/05/2007 01:02 GMT
213 The Note 06/05/2007 08:13 GMT
214 venting, sorry 05/05/2007 01:11 GMT
215 N/A 04/05/2007 07:00 GMT
216 PHOTOPIA 04/05/2007 02:50 GMT
217 holy moley this is long!!! 03/05/2007 06:02 GMT
218 Michael, 03/05/2007 02:30 GMT
219 Michael!! Comment please!!! 02/05/2007 07:26 GMT
220 Dear God, 01/05/2007 11:37 GMT
221 silly lockers 01/05/2007 06:31 GMT
222 tummy 30/04/2007 10:48 GMT
223 after school 30/04/2007 05:57 GMT
224 omg my mom found out!! 30/04/2007 01:01 GMT
225 I am nothing. where is God's mercy?? 27/04/2007 07:50 GMT
226 heys 27/04/2007 04:08 GMT
227 History 27/04/2007 01:50 GMT
228 Why do we do it?? 25/04/2007 11:58 GMT
229 10 more to go!! 24/04/2007 21:50 GMT
230 Because 23/04/2007 21:17 GMT
231 CUTTING 23/04/2007 12:34 GMT
232 My weight loss chart 23/04/2007 11:41 GMT
233 Any Christians? 23/04/2007 06:16 GMT
234 Hey I'm a newbie!! 22/04/2007 23:37 GMT
235 OMG!! 22/04/2007 02:37 GMT

 
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