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Well basically I am a 18 year old Christian girl... who happens to have bulimia and is recovering from self injury. I pretty much just need a place to vent, a place to grow, a place to ask questions... etc. I spend most of my time with my youth group and if I didn't have a relationship with Christ (pathetic as it may be), there is no doubt that I would have ended my life long ago. So, for those of you reading, ALWAYS TURN TO GOD!!!
Just Me
by paperthin
Age: 18  Sex: F

257 Entries
# Entry Date
1 Heal. A poem that I finished tonight. 02/09/2008 11:49 GMT
2 An email to Mark... 31/08/2008 03:51 GMT
3 Suicidal Mother.... DAMNIT!!!!!!!!!! 27/08/2008 02:49 GMT
4 N/A 21/08/2008 01:17 GMT
5 tourettes camp / feeling suicidal / restricting 19/08/2008 02:50 GMT
6 Fragment. (a poem by me) 15/08/2008 02:02 GMT
7 Gastroscopy results..... 14/08/2008 03:04 GMT
8 Skidoosh!!! 13/08/2008 01:04 GMT
9 GAR!!!! STUPID YOUTUBE VIDEOS!!!! 09/08/2008 12:30 GMT
10 Video 1 - Michael and Amber 08/08/2008 03:52 GMT
11 Okay already... the results!!! 07/08/2008 05:50 GMT
12 N/A 06/08/2008 11:05 GMT
13 A thought about non-Christian friends... 02/08/2008 11:59 GMT
14 Check check check.... death? 31/07/2008 11:48 GMT
15 OH MY GOD!!! TRIGGERING!! 30/07/2008 05:51 GMT
16 $125.21 29/07/2008 10:32 GMT
17 As promised.... the audio responses!!! 28/07/2008 07:22 GMT
18 I swear I'm insane. 28/07/2008 03:29 GMT
19 Finally.... AN UPDATE!! (short though) 27/07/2008 01:58 GMT
20 17 Pictures.... and tomorrow - PART TWO!!! 16/07/2008 02:21 GMT
21 Last Entry For A While.... sorry.... 05/07/2008 11:43 GMT
22 Gastroscopy (sp?) 04/07/2008 02:50 GMT
23 N/A 03/07/2008 12:24 GMT
24 No WAY I'm 109!! 30/06/2008 01:58 GMT
25 109 pounds 27/06/2008 09:35 GMT
26 Just to tell you, I have coprolalia. 27/06/2008 01:46 GMT
27 Insight into the war zone which is my head. 25/06/2008 11:41 GMT
28 I'm afraid to be alone with myself. 24/06/2008 07:18 GMT
29 Gah!! My HAIR!!! lol 20/06/2008 12:26 GMT
30 A STORY FOR WENDY!!! 15/06/2008 12:59 GMT
31 MARK AND JILL ARE HOME!!!!! 11/06/2008 02:50 GMT
32 I got a revelation from God!!! O-M-G!!! 09/06/2008 12:17 GMT
33 A SUPER DOOPER HAPPY ENTRY!!! YAY!!!!! 07/06/2008 03:43 GMT
34 A dream about OneOutOfMany and her mom!! lol!!! 05/06/2008 01:25 GMT
35 N/A 04/06/2008 02:01 GMT
36 Too much to handle!! 03/06/2008 12:22 GMT
37 Ta ta for now... 03/06/2008 04:49 GMT
38 I wish I could say I was better 01/06/2008 04:50 GMT
39 I'm afraid to gain weight... (a poem) 29/05/2008 11:47 GMT
40 comments?!?! 28/05/2008 10:43 GMT
41 cuts/proana/restricting/LiptonLife/Anetha 25/05/2008 11:49 GMT
42 N/A 24/05/2008 11:56 GMT
43 N/A 23/05/2008 07:19 GMT
44 Inevitability sucks butt. 22/05/2008 01:22 GMT
45 Interview!!... and congrats to Sapphires!!! 20/05/2008 04:52 GMT
46 An update 19/05/2008 12:39 GMT
47 $$$ Remuda Ranch?!?! 19/05/2008 10:26 GMT
48 GAH!!! MDD QUESTION!! HELP!!! 17/05/2008 05:10 GMT
49 Bryan.... sigh... 15/05/2008 11:09 GMT
50 I'm so sorry guys!! 14/05/2008 05:29 GMT
51 To Mark from me 09/05/2008 12:23 GMT
52 Letter to my body / Letter to my mind 07/05/2008 11:57 GMT
53 Westwind = NO. 05/05/2008 03:25 GMT
54 COPYING AND PASTING OLD ENTRIES (ignore this one!) 29/04/2008 12:39 GMT
55 Appointments and junk like that: 25/04/2008 04:13 GMT
56 A definite eating disordered entry. 22/04/2008 11:30 GMT
57 ps. I got Juno!! 18/04/2008 03:21 GMT
58 Thanks / Bryan / Doctor 16/04/2008 01:29 GMT
59 LiptonLife 15/04/2008 04:51 GMT
60 N/A 14/04/2008 06:34 GMT
61 So there ya go!! lol!! 13/04/2008 12:25 GMT
62 How I look now with bulimia... 12/04/2008 03:26 GMT
63 BRYAN!!! 11/04/2008 02:26 GMT
64 3 10/04/2008 03:34 GMT
65 I love Bryan, and Bryan loves me..... 09/04/2008 12:44 GMT
66 Pics of xmas and my bday... and my dog!! 08/04/2008 12:05 GMT
67 Triggering - only read if you are able. 04/04/2008 02:18 GMT
68 Bryan, college/stress, painting/curtains, jules123 01/04/2008 01:12 GMT
69 "Sex in a Pan"... Gardening... BRYAN!!! 30/03/2008 06:38 GMT
70 I did NOT purge ONCE yesterday!!! YESSSSS!!!! 27/03/2008 11:29 GMT
71 $1000 and many "very mad" emoticons..... 25/03/2008 02:20 GMT
72 N/A 24/03/2008 09:07 GMT
73 meal plan.... ugh 20/03/2008 07:13 GMT
74 Third base... tsk tsk.... 18/03/2008 12:40 GMT
75 Fighting it... 15/03/2008 04:57 GMT
76 kjfsalkdgoiwrehtqoiernvvsdnfa 15/03/2008 04:10 GMT
77 Parental immaturity.... *sigh* 14/03/2008 06:36 GMT
78 Mom has bipolar?? 13/03/2008 12:33 GMT
79 Praise God for my friend!! 13/03/2008 03:13 GMT
80 N/A 12/03/2008 07:00 GMT
81 My mom tried to kill herself today. 10/03/2008 10:32 GMT
82 Crap. 10/03/2008 09:06 GMT
83 OMG I TOLD HIM!!! 08/03/2008 09:27 GMT
84 Owww..... :( 08/03/2008 01:58 GMT
85 I'm in love..... <3<3<3 07/03/2008 02:19 GMT
86 The Nighttime Babblings of Rebecca.... *YAWN* 05/03/2008 12:19 GMT
87 ......Peppermint Tea...... READ ALL AND COMMENT!!! 02/03/2008 11:34 GMT
88 love hate sh*t 02/03/2008 08:11 GMT
89 She DIED?!?!?! 28/02/2008 02:16 GMT
90 to Rebecca's favs/venting about secretobsession108 25/02/2008 04:37 GMT
91 Ladies!! Opinions please!! (on boys, what else?) 21/02/2008 04:55 GMT
92 122 POUNDS and I CUT dammit!!! 14/02/2008 01:53 GMT
93 Pray for SecretObsession108!!! 11/02/2008 05:15 GMT
94 o god 10/02/2008 07:41 GMT
95 18 and NEVER been kissed!! 08/02/2008 12:29 GMT
96 SecretObsession108 . This is WRONG! 04/02/2008 07:33 GMT
97 Why save sex until marriage?? This is why. 03/02/2008 05:38 GMT
98 gothchick2190, abortions, religion, euthanasia 01/02/2008 12:08 GMT
99 I'm scared. 28/01/2008 11:23 GMT
100 Meh. Panic Attack? Skating... = Meh. 28/01/2008 01:34 GMT
101 more poems. im frustrated. grrr... pathetic. 27/01/2008 01:29 GMT
102 thanks guys!! 26/01/2008 02:58 GMT
103 Susans, what do you think?? 24/01/2008 11:36 GMT
104 ED treatment is like $300 dollars a DAY!!!! 22/01/2008 12:35 GMT
105 A question. 21/01/2008 06:46 GMT
106 chill 21/01/2008 05:20 GMT
107 crapcrapcrapcrapcrap!!!!! 21/01/2008 04:06 GMT
108 6 new things. 19/01/2008 02:07 GMT
109 TO ALL GIRLS WITH EATING DISORDERS ON MDD + update 18/01/2008 02:28 GMT
110 ED appointment with Christina... *sigh* 09/01/2008 07:11 GMT
111 College, and my marks... well? 08/01/2008 02:33 GMT
112 A disgusting yet slightly humorous entry. 04/01/2008 02:29 GMT
113 NEW DIARY.... Resolutions.... HAPPY NEW YEAR!! 01/01/2008 12:33 GMT
114 its all my fault. ALL of it. 30/12/2007 03:47 GMT
115 Kinda an entry for me, but really for my mom. 24/12/2007 04:32 GMT
116 please tell me what to do!!! 16/12/2007 11:12 GMT
117 LAST ENTRY. for now. caution, super long!! read?? 28/11/2007 11:59 GMT
118 N/A 28/11/2007 05:28 GMT
119 Ashley IS a cutter, and I am too, RIGHT NOW. f***. 25/11/2007 04:59 GMT
120 PRO-LIFE?? video!!!!! 24/11/2007 02:43 GMT
121 this is what i wrote to mark: 19/11/2007 04:52 GMT
122 GOD HELP ME PLEASE!! PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!! 15/11/2007 08:40 GMT
123 comment!! VIDEO!! 14/11/2007 11:29 GMT
124 meal plan?? scale?? 14/11/2007 07:10 GMT
125 comment please!! video!! 14/11/2007 01:07 GMT
126 wtf 13/11/2007 07:40 GMT
127 N/A 13/11/2007 02:46 GMT
128 skinny dipping!! 12/11/2007 08:45 GMT
129 GOOD/BAD/GOOD/BAD.... 10/11/2007 01:35 GMT
130 I won a scholarship!! YEAH!! 07/11/2007 05:35 GMT
131 well, this is it!! f*** it all, not you, but IT. 05/11/2007 12:00 GMT
132 well im 18. wtf. 03/11/2007 03:37 GMT
133 Poem by me: A Binge 02/11/2007 07:18 GMT
134 failed. 02/11/2007 01:38 GMT
135 God help me. This IS my life. 01/11/2007 07:11 GMT
136 "TREAT!!!" 01/11/2007 01:49 GMT
137 because..... the wonderful wizard of oz.... 29/10/2007 10:54 GMT
138 Mom is drunk... again. poop. 27/10/2007 12:41 GMT
139 PICTURES!!! YAY!!! + an adorable/hilarious video 25/10/2007 03:25 GMT
140 bread war...... 25/10/2007 02:16 GMT
141 Dear God, 23/10/2007 03:35 GMT
142 oh janice 23/10/2007 02:25 GMT
143 God and, ya, pretty much just God 22/10/2007 09:03 GMT
144 uuuuuuuuuh, ya. 20/10/2007 06:43 GMT
145 until now.... 18/10/2007 12:01 GMT
146 I want to get better! 16/10/2007 12:48 GMT
147 PRAY FOR ASHLEY!!! 15/10/2007 02:34 GMT
148 23 days!! 11/10/2007 01:47 GMT
149 I bought the Xacto!! finally.... 10/10/2007 11:40 GMT
150 Well well well... 09/10/2007 01:48 GMT
151 f it all 05/10/2007 08:36 GMT
152 f*** 05/10/2007 02:29 GMT
153 bloated 05/10/2007 02:26 GMT
154 new goal 03/10/2007 01:09 GMT
155 and my decision is... 01/10/2007 11:19 GMT
156 to blade, or not to blade... 01/10/2007 07:24 GMT
157 dinner night 30/09/2007 11:40 GMT
158 books 30/09/2007 05:43 GMT
159 new glasses, oh ya! 28/09/2007 05:56 GMT
160 glasses, oh glasses 28/09/2007 04:33 GMT
161 N/A 26/09/2007 11:13 GMT
162 eeeeeeeeexactly 26/09/2007 03:18 GMT
163 zzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz 25/09/2007 12:39 GMT
164 N/A 25/09/2007 05:21 GMT
165 darnit 24/09/2007 08:03 GMT
166 N/A 24/09/2007 04:28 GMT
167 list 2 23/09/2007 12:25 GMT
168 whatever mother 23/09/2007 04:56 GMT
169 Today is NOT a good day. 22/09/2007 05:17 GMT
170 Jill and Jasmin, Jasmin and Jill 21/09/2007 02:02 GMT
171 boo 19/09/2007 12:01 GMT
172 Itza good dae. 19/09/2007 07:20 GMT
173 cavities?!?!?! 17/09/2007 12:06 GMT
174 oh larisa.... 15/09/2007 10:04 GMT
175 youtube **!!!UPDATE!!!** 15/09/2007 01:46 GMT
176 To Devon: **UPDATE** 13/09/2007 02:53 GMT
177 WHAT - THE - f***?!?! 12/09/2007 11:20 GMT
178 Mushroom Picking 09/09/2007 05:11 GMT
179 ME. 08/09/2007 04:59 GMT
180 A good day? Hmmmmmm.... 08/09/2007 03:46 GMT
181 OH-MY-GOSH!! 07/09/2007 12:50 GMT
182 MARK IS MOVING!?!?!?! 06/09/2007 12:40 GMT
183 N/A 05/09/2007 11:52 GMT
184 1st day of classes!! 05/09/2007 08:11 GMT
185 *WARNING* may be triggering but I gotta get it out 25/08/2007 08:13 GMT
186 Just some things for me to think about. 14/07/2007 03:12 GMT
187 Michael and Susan... READ!! (Pirates 3!!!!) 26/06/2007 09:42 GMT
188 booooooooorrrrrinnnnng LIFE 24/06/2007 09:25 GMT
189 "Bigger and Better" Game!!! 21/06/2007 11:17 GMT
190 UPDATE!!! (Psych and done!!..... till monday) 20/06/2007 05:19 GMT
191 Just...... blug. 19/06/2007 08:40 GMT
192 hope this works!! PICS!!! 18/06/2007 12:33 GMT
193 blood and lies... and coffee 17/06/2007 09:36 GMT
194 i peirced my own ear!!! 16/06/2007 07:33 GMT
195 cut again........very mad @ ME!! 15/06/2007 06:10 GMT
196 looooooong entry... oops :) 14/06/2007 06:07 GMT
197 Crap. 13/06/2007 07:25 GMT
198 Session #3 12/06/2007 06:34 GMT
199 just everything....ya, pretty much 09/06/2007 06:36 GMT
200 I'm back :-) 08/06/2007 04:36 GMT
201 I'm sorry 06/06/2007 03:47 GMT
202 I NEED PRAYERS!! 04/06/2007 07:23 GMT
203 Grad is Finitto!!! 03/06/2007 08:33 GMT
204 Grad is TODAY!!! 01/06/2007 02:44 GMT
205 Grad is TOMORROW!!! 31/05/2007 06:13 GMT
206 HE SAID YES!!!!!!!! Eeeeek!! HE said YES!!!! 30/05/2007 05:57 GMT
207 bored and my airplane invention thingymajig 29/05/2007 01:00 GMT
208 suprise.........!!! 28/05/2007 01:18 GMT
209 how COULD she?!?!?! :( 24/05/2007 11:57 GMT
210 babysitting 23/05/2007 10:41 GMT
211 So... ya. 22/05/2007 06:18 GMT
212 Just fuming mad pissed off!!! 21/05/2007 09:36 GMT
213 How do I join T2T? 20/05/2007 01:25 GMT
214 In psychology right now. 18/05/2007 04:04 GMT
215 sh*t in champagne glass... lol 18/05/2007 01:53 GMT
216 Stuff I could say. 18/05/2007 01:45 GMT
217 4x !!!! 17/05/2007 08:12 GMT
218 "Roll Over!!" 16/05/2007 06:50 GMT
219 Anetha's baby info. 16/05/2007 06:00 GMT
220 Laura's last email to me... 16/05/2007 05:59 GMT
221 Anetha had her baby!! yaaaaaaay!!!!! 15/05/2007 09:02 GMT
222 Am I Crazy? 14/05/2007 11:43 GMT
223 Oh Laura... *sigh* 14/05/2007 08:56 GMT
224 i resisted!! yay for me!!! 14/05/2007 07:17 GMT
225 Pig or Twig 13/05/2007 11:56 GMT
226 back from camping 13/05/2007 07:05 GMT
227 2 more 11/05/2007 06:18 GMT
228 losing MORE weight...cut again 10/05/2007 12:13 GMT
229 FAT FAT FAT FAT FAT........ :( 10/05/2007 08:59 GMT
230 very pissed 10/05/2007 07:13 GMT
231 more cops at youth group, YIKES!! 09/05/2007 05:56 GMT
232 pizza purge 08/05/2007 02:55 GMT
233 With Mark 07/05/2007 11:48 GMT
234 Dear Jesus, 07/05/2007 01:02 GMT
235 The Note 06/05/2007 08:13 GMT
236 venting, sorry 05/05/2007 01:11 GMT
237 N/A 04/05/2007 07:00 GMT
238 PHOTOPIA 04/05/2007 02:50 GMT
239 holy moley this is long!!! 03/05/2007 06:02 GMT
240 Michael, 03/05/2007 02:30 GMT
241 Michael!! Comment please!!! 02/05/2007 07:26 GMT
242 Dear God, 01/05/2007 11:37 GMT
243 silly lockers 01/05/2007 06:31 GMT
244 tummy 30/04/2007 10:48 GMT
245 after school 30/04/2007 05:57 GMT
246 omg my mom found out!! 30/04/2007 01:01 GMT
247 I am nothing. where is God's mercy?? 27/04/2007 07:50 GMT
248 heys 27/04/2007 04:08 GMT
249 History 27/04/2007 01:50 GMT
250 Why do we do it?? 25/04/2007 11:58 GMT
251 10 more to go!! 24/04/2007 21:50 GMT
252 Because 23/04/2007 21:17 GMT
253 CUTTING 23/04/2007 12:34 GMT
254 My weight loss chart 23/04/2007 11:41 GMT
255 Any Christians? 23/04/2007 06:16 GMT
256 Hey I'm a newbie!! 22/04/2007 23:37 GMT
257 OMG!! 22/04/2007 02:37 GMT

 
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